Okay kiddo, so alt.suicide.holiday is a place on the internet where people talk about wanting to hurt themselves or even end their lives. It's not a good place for kids to be, and if you ever feel sad or scared, it's important to tell someone you trust like a parent, teacher, or counselor. These people can help you feel better and get through tough times. It's important to remember that everyone goes through bad days or tough times, but there are always people who want to help you feel better.